Be Gentle.
Life has been turbulent in these troubled times ~ hasn't it for everyone? Me and my man .... let's call him Red.... (think I watched My So Called Life? ) are in a crossroads. We are both not where we want to be at this stage in our lives. Living in middle class Long Island is not all it's cracked up to be. Long Island has many treasures and if you are one of the wealthy select few, you have the funds and the time to enjoy all it has to offer. We are not.
Career situation for both of us is a sad state of affairs as well. The universe needs to guide us to our new home where we can exist in peace and feel at one. There have been many considerations ~ many friends have moved to land-locked sections of NC, but that thought is unbearable. My mind and soul exist to feel the wondrous movements of the ocean. There were also the thoughts of heading west - say St Paul or Milwaukee. That light is getting dimmer by the day for this New England lover.
Red & I had his family & my Dad over for dinner tonight. Dinner was a success - we all connect so well. Red & I can talk to each other without saying a word. He does almost all of the cooking and is learning to make a lot of the staples from scratch. Makes me proud to have such a talented, interesting, caring person in my life. I do my share by doing almost all the cleaning. Cleaning is more of a meditation then work for me anyway. Cleanses my soul to clean our home.
I apologize for the in-cohesive thoughts - perhaps due to the late hour.
I bid you adieu.
